Forgot to record the first meditation, and then it hardly seemed worth recording the rest! Sorry!
Meditation 1: On the Road
It’s been a
long, hot old journey up from your village to Jerusalem. It is,
every year. Almost the whole village goes – from the babies, slung
across their mothers’ bodies, or, slightly older ones on their
fathers’ shoulders; the older kids, travelling together, being
warned not to get too far ahead, not to lag behind, stay where you
can see us, please…. Adults, trudging along at the steady pace you
can keep up for hours. The elderly on donkeys, or perhaps in carts –
some, even, in carts pulled by their sons and daughters, rather than
an animal. Almost the whole village.
Each night you have
made camp in the old, familiar campgrounds. You’ve sung the songs
that have been sung from time immemorial, you know the ones: “I
will lift up mine eyes to the hills, from whence doth my help come!”
and so on.
And, at last, you are coming into Jerusalem.
Only a few more miles – you’ll make it by supper-time, just in
time for the Seder. You’ll be glad to sit down!
But,
hang on a minute, what’s happening? There’s some some sort of
disturbance over there. Bloke on a donkey, it looks like, and a
crowd gathering round. Wonder what’s so special about him?
“They
say it’s the Messiah”, says a random bystander. “Can’t be,
of course – Messiah wouldn’t come on a donkey. He’d come at
the head of a huge army - “ he drops his voice “- get rid of
those wretched Romans for us!”
You go closer to have a
better look. People are shouting “Hosanna, hosanna!” And
tearing branches off the trees to spread on the road ahead of him.
And throwing their cloaks on the ground for the donkey to walk
on.
He turns and looks at you. And from that one glance –
well, maybe he is the Messiah, after all!
Meditation 2:
In the Courtyard
It’s
no good – you can’t sleep. That extra Passover glass of wine was
a bad mistake. So you get up and wander around the city. It’s not
the safest place to be, but you’ve got a knife and can defend
yourself if you have to.
In the courtyard outside the high
priest’s house, a crowd has gathered. There’s a fire, and as
it’s a chilly night, you wander in to warm yourself. You listen to
the various conversations going on around you and learn, to your
horror, that the man who had been riding the donkey has been
arrested, and is being questioned by the high priests, who suspect
him of blasphemy. People are telling stories of some of the wonders
they saw him do – how ill people had been miraculously made well
again; even one story of someone who had been dead, and this Jesus of
Nazareth had brought him back to life again. As if! These things
don’t really happen, do they? According to the people chatting
round the fire, they do.
And then another disturbance.
Someone is shouting, “I tell you, I do not know this man! You’ve
got the wrong chap. Now just do one and leave me alone!”
Odd
that – he’s got a Galilean accent, and if this Jesus is from
Nazareth, then they probably do know each other. You call out to the
man, and suggest that they must have at least known who each other
was, since they were both from Galilee, and not that many Galileans
can afford to come to Jerusalem each year.
To your horror,
he turns on you and starts cursing and swearing – dreadful
language. And then the cock crows, and
he stops dead, his face paling. And he bursts into tears and dashes
out of the courtyard.
Wonder who he was, and why the cock
crowing affected him so.
Meditation 3: The
Governor’s Palace
Time passes. The prisoner is
brought out from the High Priest’s house and taken to the
Governor’s palace. The crowd, including you, drifts after
him.
The crowd grows, and there is a sense of
expectancy.
"Pilate's going to release a prisoner",
explains the knowledgeable one.
"Like every year.
This year it's going to be a chap called Barabbas,
you
know, the terrorist."
"No it isn't,"
interrupts another person.
"There was a new prisoner
bought in last night.
That teacher, the Galilean one.
You
know.
They arrested him,
but I gather Pilate wants to
release him."
"No way," says a third
voice.
"The chief priests won't wear that.
They want
him dead."
And then a hush.
Pilate appears on
the balcony. A few quiet "boos",
but the crowd is
fairly patient.
"Who shall I
release to you?" he asks.
"Barabbas!"
yell the crowd.
"We want Barabbas.
At first it is
only a few voices,
but gradually more and more people start to
shout for Barabbas.
"We want Barabbas, we want Barabbas!"
"Well," goes Pilate,
"Are you sure you
don't want Jesus who is called the Christ?"
One or two
voices shout “Yes”, but there are heavies in the crowd, and they
are soon subdued.
And the voices start, slowly at first,
but
more and more people join in:
"Crucify him, Crucify him!"
And you find yourself shouting, too.
"Crucify him,
crucify him!"
But why?
Normally you hate the
thought of crucifixion.
The Romans consider it too barbarous
for their own citizens.
Only people who aren't Roman citizens,
local people, slaves.
Only they get crucified.
So
why are you shouting for this man to be crucified?
Meditation
4: At the Cross
So they
did crucify him.
Well,
the crowd asked for it. Even you asked for it, when push came to
shove.
They didn’t hang about – they must have wanted to get
it done before the Sabbath.
And
there he is,
being put to death.
Maybe he was no better than those thieves
beside him.
Who knows?
You certainly don't.
Yes,
he's suffering.
God, that must hurt.
Hope it never
happens to me.
Shouldn't happen to a dog, crucifixion.
All
the same, what does this mean?
Didn't he say he was going to
destroy the Temple, rebuild it in three days?
Now he's dying;
now he's up there, can't do anything about it...
Maybe he was
all a big fake, not the great Teacher.
Such a pity. He could
have been the Messiah, but......
that death?
Would the
Messiah really die?
Oh yes, he's dying.
Forsaken!
Forsaken
by God.
Left alone, alone on the Cross to die.
And yet, and
yet.
He feels alone, abandoned, forsaken.
And yet, and
yet.
He suffers, suffers dreadfully.
And yet, and yet.
That
cry, that cry when he died:
“It is finished! I've done it!”
A
cry of triumph, of triumph over death.
Forsaken,
yet triumphant.
“Surely this man was a Son of God”.

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