Totally forgot to record this. Probably just as well!
Well, we watched the video (before the Gospel was read), and we heard the original from Matthew’s
gospel.
And I expect we’ve known the story from our earliest
childhoods –
we older ones probably don’t remember a time
when we didn’t know it!
But in many ways it raises more
questions than it answers;
Were there literally five thousand
men there, not counting their families?
At this distance,
we can’t really know whether there were really five thousand
men,
or whether this was the way of describing a large number
that historians of the day like Josephus or Herodotus were apt to
use, and in reality there were only a few hundred.
And the
nearby villages had no more than three thousand people in each,
so
if there were really about fifteen thousand people, the whole
countryside would have been depopulated!
On the other
hand, the other two gospels that tell this story say that the
disciples divided the crowds into groups of fifty or a hundred
people, making it easier to tally them up;
and it was Passover,
when literally thousands of people would leave their home villages
and descend upon Jerusalem for the festival, so might have been
distracted by the knowledge that Jesus of Nazareth was teaching
nearby.
After all, Jesus had pretty much gone viral by this
stage –
he did tell many people not to say anything about his
having healed them, but they did, of course, and his fame had spread
all over the area.
So it could be either.
And what
about the food?
Had all those people really come out with no
food or drink that day?
It seems improbable, especially if
people were on their way to Jerusalem!
Far more likely that most
people had some kind of snack with them, but didn’t care to be the
first to bring it out and start eating
until the small boy, who,
John’s account of the story tells us, came up to Andrew and
whispered “Jesus can have my lunch, if he’d like!”
One
minister of my acquaintance, who used to be a teacher, said that for
him the real miracle was that the boy hadn’t already eaten his
lunch,
given the tendency of boys on school trips to have
finished their lunch before the coach has left the school
car-park!
Seriously, though, it doesn’t really
matter!
The story was considered important enough to be retold
in all four gospels –
the only one that is –
so, even
if it isn’t absolutely literally true, we mustn’t confuse truth
with historical accuracy.
The story is true, in its essentials,
and God the Holy Spirit caused the Gospel writers to record it, so we
need to learn from it!
Well, what do we learn?
I
think, for me, there are three things to think about.
Firstly,
about Jesus.
This sort of food-stretching isn’t unique to
him;
there are parallels in the Old Testament.
Elijah goes
to stay with the Widow of Zarephath during a famine and promises that
her oil and flour won't run out if she will feed him, too.
Which
she does,
and it doesn't.
Elisha, Elijah's
successor,
performs a miracle very like Jesus',
making 20
barley loaves stretch to feed 100 people, with some left over.
Which
mightn't sound too bad to us, but those loaves were only about the
size of a hamburger bun –
and if you were only given 1/5 of a
bun,
you might well want to complain that it wasn't quite
enough!
So this kind of miracle was something that
prophets did.
You might have noticed that John doesn't tend to
record Jesus' miracles unless they teach us something about who Jesus
is.
So on one level, in John’s gospel, the story shows that
Jesus was not only a prophet like Elisha, but something greater.
And
did you notice something else?
Jesus took the food,
gave
thanks,
broke it
and shared it.
Doesn't that sound
awfully familiar?
Doesn't that sound like something we do some
Sundays,
those Sundays we have a Communion service?
So the
story is saying something about who Jesus is;
it is showing us
that Jesus is not only a prophet,
he is more than a
prophet.
Then the next thing I think we can learn from
this story is about God the Father.
You see, when Jesus provided
lunch for everybody, it wasn’t just a meagre amount.
It
wasn’t just enough food to keep everyone going until they got
home.
It wasn’t just enough for everyone to have a decent
meal.
There was enough for everyone to have a decent meal and
still have masses left over!
That seems to be so typical
of Jesus, though.
When he turned the water into wine at the
wedding at Cana,
he made enough wine to stock a young
off-licence,
never mind be enough for a few guests at the
tag-end of a party.
And when people were healed,
they were
healed!
He made a proper job of it,
even if it took him two
goes.
It's typical of Jesus, and it's typical of God.
I
mean, look at the sort of extravagance we see in the natural world
–
all those desert flowers, for instance,
and nobody knew
they were there.
All those stars,
all those
universes.....
This story, with the twelve basketsful left
over,
reminds us that God is generous to the point of
extravagance.
And also, it was Jesus who broke the bread and
shared it out.
He did the serving.
It was Jesus,
elsewhere
in John's gospel,
who kneels with towel and basin,
washing
the disciples' feet.
It was Jesus who said of himself,
"The
Son of Man came not to be served, but to serve."
So
this story helps to remind us that God longs
and longs
and longs
to give us, his children,
more good things than
we can possibly handle.
God wants to serve us,
to heal
us,
to make us whole,
to give us what we need –
not
just grudgingly,
barely enough,
but pressed down, shaken
together and running over!
It's not just in the Bible
either –
look at God's creation.
You've all seen pictures
of the way the desert blooms when it rains –
look at those
millions of flowers that nobody, for a very long time, ever knew were
there except God.
Or look at how many millions and millions of
sperm male animals produce to fertilise only relatively few embryos
in the course of a lifetime.
Or where lots of embryos are
produced, like fish, for instance, millions of them are eaten or
otherwise perish long before adulthood.
And millions and
millions of different plant and animal species, some of which are
only now being discovered.
Or look at the stars!
All
those millions upon millions of stars, many with planets, some with
planets like our own that may even hold intelligent life..…
God
is amazing, isn't He?
And just suppose we really are the only
intelligent life in the Universe?
That says something else about
God's extravagance in creating such an enormous Universe with only us
in it!
Our God is truly amazing!
Scientists think
that some of the so-called exoplanets they have been discovering
lately might contain life, although whether or not that would be
intelligent life is not clear, and probably never will be.
So
how did God redeem such beings, assuming they needed redemption?
We
know that here, his most extravagant act of all was to come down and
be born as a human baby –
God, helpless, lying in a makeshift
cradle fashioned from an animal feeding-trough.
Having to learn
all the things that human babies and children have to learn.
Becoming
just like us, one of us, knowing what it’s like to work for his
living, what it’s like to be a condemned criminal and to die a
shameful death!
But God, God who could only allow Moses
the teeniest glimpse of his glory, or he would not have been able to
survive it, and even then his face shone for hours afterwards, this
God became a human being who could be captured and put to death.
You
know, sometimes I think the main function of the church is to help us
cope with God.
Perhaps the church, quite unwittingly, limits
God, or, like Moses, we’d not be able to handle it.
St Paul
prays that we might know “what is the immeasurable greatness of his
power for us who believe, according to the working of his great
power.
God put this power to work in Christ when he raised him
from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly
places, far above all rule and authority and power and dominion,
and above every name that is named, not only in this age but also in
the age to come.
And he has put all things under his feet and
has made him the head over all things for the church, which is
his body, the fullness of him who fills all in all.”
The
Church, which is His body.
And yet we –
we the Church
–
are so bad at being His body.
We limit God.
We
limit God as individuals, saying “Thus far shall you come, and no
further!”
We don’t allow God access to all of us, to every
particle of our being.
And we limit God as communities, as
churches;
We tell God what to do.
We tell God who God may
love, and who is to be considered beyond the pale.
We judge, we
fail to forgive, we withhold, despite the fact that Jesus said
“Do
not judge, and you will not be judged;
do not condemn, and you
will not be condemned.
Forgive, and you will be forgiven;
give,
and it will be given to you.
A good measure, pressed down,
shaken together, running over,
will be put into your lap;
for
the measure you give will be the measure you get back.”
And
yet we still hold back from God, both as individuals and as
communities.
I don’t mean just money –
although we do
that, too, despite the promise that if we:
“Bring the
full tithe into the storehouse, so that there may be food in my
house, and thus put me to the test, says the Lord of
hosts;
see if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and
pour down for you an overflowing blessing.”
But we hold
back ourselves from God.
We aren’t –
well, I know I’m
not, and I dare say I speak for you too –
we aren’t really
prepared to give ourselves whole-heartedly to God.
After all,
who knows what God won’t ask of us if we do?
We might even
have to give up our lives, as Jesus did!
Or worse, perhaps God
would say “No thank you!”
Perhaps we would be asked to go on
doing just exactly as we are doing –
how disappointing!
But
I wonder if it’s really about doing.
Isn’t it more about
being?
Isn’t it more about being made into the person God
created us to be?
Isn’t it more about allowing God into us
extravagantly, wholeheartedly…. I would say “completely”, but I
don’t think that’s quite possible.
God is simply too big,
and we would be overwhelmed.
Nevertheless, Jesus came, he
told us, so that we can have life, and have it
abundantly!
Abundantly.
Can we let more of God into our
lives, to be able to live more abundantly?
Do you dare?
Do
I dare?
Do we dare?
Amen!

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