Sadly I was unable to preach this, as we were detained in France due to a family emergency. I sent the text to the Worship Leader at Springfield, and I expect he read it. Obviously no recording today!
I want to talk about our Gospel reading in a minute,
but first
of all, we need to look at the Old Testament reading,
the story
of David and Bathsheba.
This is, in fact, the second week of
this story –
you may or may not have heard the first part last
week,
but just in case you didn't, I'll recapitulate.
David
is now King of Israel and Judah, a united kingdom.
He has built
a very splendid palace in Jerusalem,
and is one of the richest
and most powerful men in the region.
And, like many rich and
powerful men, he has a high sex drive, and, of course, many women
find riches and power very aphrodisiac.
So David can
more-or-less have any woman he wants,
and, quite probably, the
reverse is also true –
any woman who wants the King can have
him!
And there is Bathsheba, Uriah's wife,
who allows
herself to be seen while having her ritual bath –
and responds
to the King's summons.
Unfortunately, what neither
Bathsheba nor David had any way of knowing, given the state of
medical knowledge back then,
was that when you have just
finished your monthly purification rituals is when you are likely to
be at your most fertile.
And so it comes about that Bathsheba
finds herself pregnant,
and there's no way it can be anybody
other than David's.
And they panic.
David could
arguably have got away with it,
but he wasn't going to abandon
Bathsheba like that, and, it's probable that it was she who
panicked.
Uriah, from what we read about him, strikes me as very
much the kind of person who always does the right thing,
no
matter what the personal cost to himself,
and in this case, the
right thing to have done was to have had Bathsheba,
who had
obviously committed adultery,
stoned to death.
Yes,
killed.
Even if he hadn't wanted to do that.
He was far too
prim and proper to sleep with his wife while on active service, no
matter how hard David tried to make him do that –
if he had,
he would have accepted the coming child as his own, and their
problems would have been solved.
But he refused, because his
country was at war and he was a soldier on active service,
and
wouldn't even go and see Bathsheba, even when David got him drunk,
but just slept on his blanket in the guard room.
So David
feels he has no option but to get rid of Uriah,
which he does
by causing him to be sent into the front line of battle,
and
get killed.
And as soon as it is decently possible, he marries
Bathsheba.
End of story?
No, not quite.
You see,
it might seem to have all been tidied up and nobody any the wiser,
but they had forgotten God.
And God was not one bit pleased with
what David had done.
So he sends Nathan the Prophet
–
brave man, Nathan, wasn't he? –
to say to David that
there is a man who only had one sheep, just one, and a rich bully had
taken that sheep away from him.
So David said, well, who is this
bully, I'll deal with him –
he can't get away with that sort
of thing in my kingdom, so he can't!
And Nathan looks him in the
eye and says, “It's you, dear!”
And, then David sees
exactly what he has done.
The lust, the adultery, the deception,
the murder.
He looks at himself and does not like what he sees,
not one tiny little bit.
He doesn't know what God must think of
him,
but he knows what he thinks of himself –
and he
knows, too, that he needs to repent.
Which he does, and some of
the words he is said to have used have come down to us:
Have
mercy on me, O God, in your great goodness;
according
to the abundance of your compassion
blot
out my offences.
Wash me thoroughly from my
wickedness
and cleanse me from my sin.
For
I acknowledge my faults
and my sin is ever
before me.
Behold, you desire truth deep within me
and
shall make me understand wisdom
in
the depths of my heart.
Turn your face from my sins
and
blot out all my misdeeds.
Make me a clean heart, O
God,
and renew a right spirit within
me.
Cast me not away from your presence
and
take not your holy spirit from me.
Give me again the
joy of your salvation
and sustain me with your
gracious spirit;
Deliver me from my guilt, O
God,
the God of my
salvation,
and my tongue shall sing of your
righteousness.
O Lord, open my lips
and
my mouth shall proclaim your praise.
For you desire
no sacrifice, else I would give it;
you take
no delight in burnt offerings.
The sacrifice of God
is a broken spirit;
a broken and contrite
heart, O God, you will not despise.
And so on.
There's
a bit more, but I've not quoted it all –
it's Psalm 51, if you
want to have a read of it.
Anyway, the point is, his
repentance is genuine, and he will be reinstated.
The child will
not live, though.
And there is that lovely scene where the child
is born,
and David is told that it cannot live –
it
hasn't “come to stay”, as they used to say –
and he
prostrates himself before the Lord in prayer.
And the baby duly
dies,
and the servants are at a loss to know how to tell him,
thinking that if he's in that sort of mood, he might well shoot
the messenger, but when they have stood outside the door for ten
minutes going “You tell him,”
“No, you tell him!” he
realises what's going on –
and when he finds out that the baby
has died,
he astonishes them all by going and washing his face
and going to comfort Bathsheba,
and when asked, he points out
that while the baby was still alive, there was hope that God might
yet be persuaded to let it live,
but now that it's dead,
there's no hope;
and yes of course he minds,
but it won't
help anybody to lie on the floor rolling about in grief.
And
as we know, just to round off the story, Bathsheba and David do
eventually have another child, who becomes King Solomon, arguably the
greatest King of the combined kingdoms.
David's main
fault, I think, that started the whole sorry saga, was greed.
He
was greedy for life, and for women, and for pleasure.
He wanted
to have it all, and had to learn the hard way that it wasn't all
his.
Jesus says much the same to the followers in the
Gospel reading, doesn't he?
It takes place almost immediately
after Jesus has fed five thousand or more people with a small boy’s
packed lunch.
He then sends the disciples on ahead of him,
so he can spend some time in prayer and being quiet for a bit –
in
some of the gospels, we’re told that he’s just heard about his
cousin John’s execution and needs a bit of space to grieve.
Anyway,
he then walks across the lake to join the disciples,
and next
day the crowd finds him on the other side of the lake than they’d
expected.
But Jesus
reckons they’re not following him because of his teachings,
but
because they want another free lunch.
“Very truly, I tell you,
you are looking for me, not because you saw signs,
but because
you ate your fill of the loaves."
And this is not
what he plans for them.
“Do not work for the food that
perishes,
but for the food that endures for eternal life,
which the Son of Man will give you.”
Jesus points
out that in the wilderness, it wasn’t Moses who provided manna for
the children of Israel to eat, but God.
And it is God who gives
the true Bread from Heaven.
“I,” said Jesus, “am the Bread
of Life”.
You know what I’m reminded of here?
The
story of woman at the well, a little earlier on in John’s
Gospel.
She asks Jesus to work the pump for her, which he duly
does, but he tells her that he is the Living Water, and any who drink
of that water will never be thirsty again.
Same sort of
principle.
Many –
not all, but many –
of
those who followed Jesus did so because they wanted the
spectacular.
They wanted a free lunch from a small boy's packed
lunch.
They wanted to see the healings, the deliverances, the
people collapsing on the floor as evil spirits left them, and so
on.
They weren't interested in the teachings,
in the way
your faith has to manifest itself in actions or it isn't really part
of you,
in loving their neighbour, in feeding the hungry....
they were wanting to believe in Jesus without having to become
Jesus' person.
I don't want to pre-empt what you'll doubtless
hear about next week,
but many of them walked away when the
teachings got too hard for them to cope with.
And what
about us?
What about you and me?
Are we just interested in
the next thrill,
the next sensation,
the next
fashion?
Are we willing to be Jesus' disciples,
and pay
the price that the Bread of Life requires –
all of us.
Even
the dreadful bits, even the bits that we'd rather keep hidden.
David
had to surrender all of himself before he could receive God's
forgiveness.
Can we do that?
It's very far from easy,
and
I don't pretend to be able to, at least, not all the time.
It
has to be a daily, hourly, moment-by-moment surrender.
And when
you find you've taken yourself back again, as it were,
then
it's all to be done again.
What it needs, of course, is the will
on our part to be Jesus' person,
even if we don't succeed all
the time.
King David was not a wicked man.
He did a
very evil thing when he allowed his lust for Bathsheba to overtake
his common sense, but normally he was God's person –
and when
it was pointed out to him where he'd gone wrong, he came back.
My
friends, let's be like David.
When we go wrong,
when we
take ourselves back and live our own lives again,
and when we
realise we're doing that,
then let's recommit ourselves into
God's hands.
He will be there to welcome us back with loving
arms.
“There you are, there you are at last!
Welcome
home!”
Amen.