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Children's talk: What are you waiting for?
When I was a little girl, which was
quite a long time ago now, I used to really look forward to my
birthday. And the night before, it would be very difficult to go to
sleep, just like it was difficult to go to sleep the night before
Christmas. My mother used to say, "The sooner you go to sleep,
the sooner it will be morning." But that didn't make it any
easier to go to sleep!
I wasn't very good at waiting for it to be Christmas, or waiting for it to be my birthday. I always used to peek at presents, to try to guess what they were. Of course, people who are good at waiting never peek, do they? My daughter and my husband never peek – always makes me so cross with them!
I wasn't very good at waiting for it to be Christmas, or waiting for it to be my birthday. I always used to peek at presents, to try to guess what they were. Of course, people who are good at waiting never peek, do they? My daughter and my husband never peek – always makes me so cross with them!
Are you any good at waiting? What, if
anything, are you waiting for right now? I know soon it will be time
to wait for exam results... and that is nerve-wracking.
Sermon: Waiting on God
The thing is, this story happens in a
very odd time in the history of the world. Jesus has gone – we
don't know the full details, other than the account a few verses
earlier than the one we read, or the account in John's Gospel, but we
do know that something happened to make the disciples realise that
they weren't going to see him again exactly like that. Jesus has
gone, and the Holy Spirit has not yet come.
Jesus has gone, and the Holy Spirit has
not yet come. A very strange and disturbing time for them. They
have been told to go to Jerusalem and wait, which they do, about a
hundred and twenty of them, including Jesus' mother, Peter, James and
the other nine apostles.
And, of course, they don't know exactly
what they are waiting for. They don't know what it's going to be
like when the Holy Spirit comes. They don't know that each and every
one of them will be empowered to preach the Gospel with boldness and
fluency and such power that many, many thousands of people will be
converted and that the church they found will last down the years.
They don't know this.
We're not told how long they had to
wait. We give them ten days, until next Sunday, but it may have been
longer. We don't quite know how long Jesus was appearing to them
after his resurrection, but we do know it was at least a week –
poor Thomas had to wait a whole week after missing Jesus' first visit
and being totally sure the others must have been deluded. We do know
that the feast of Pentecost, which we in the Church celebrate next
Sunday, was the day when the Holy Spirit came, so that gives a last
date – roughly six weeks after the Resurrection. So the disciples
could have been waiting nearly a month between the final earthly
farewells and the coming of the Spirit.
And waiting isn't easy, is it?
Especially when you don't quite know what you are waiting for. How
will they know when the Spirit has come? We know, of course, that
She came in a rushing mighty wind and in tongues of fire, but they
didn't know in advance that this is what was going to happen.
So it's not
surprising that the first thing they thought to do was to make up the
numbers of the Twelve – for Judas, who betrayed our Lord, had never
repented the way Peter had, but despaired and died. And the eleven
decided that, of the others in the group of 70 around Jesus, it was
between Matthias and Barsabas, although we are not told why they
thought it came down to these two. Peter said that the criteria
were: “He must be one of the men who were in our group during the
whole time that the Lord Jesus travelled about with us, beginning from
the time John preached his message of baptism until the day Jesus was
taken up from us to heaven.” There may well have been quite a lot
of those around, and we're not told why specifically these two.
Anyway, they cast lots to decide which
one it would be. These days, I dare say, they would have voted, but
back then, casting lots – rather like tossing a coin – was
thought to be a way of discerning what God wanted. And Matthias
gets it – and we never hear of either him or Barsabas again,
although I suppose that they were among those in the Upper Room at
Pentecost.
Well, we never hear of Matthias again.
Barsabas gets a couple of mentions – he goes with Silas to Antioch
with the letter from the Council of Jerusalem, outlining the
conditions for Gentile believers, and he is described as a prophet,
and brought the believers “comfort and strength” before going
back to Jerusalem, and we don't know what happened to him after that.
As for Matthias, the Bible never
mentions him again, but there a few stories from the traditional
sources. Although there are several different stories, it looks as
though he ended up preaching and evangelising in what is now
modern-day Georgia, and died there; there is, however, one source
that claims he was stoned to death in Jerusalem, and still another
says he died of old age. You pays your money and you takes your
choice, if you ask me!
So were they wrong, do you think, to
try to appoint another apostle? After all, it is not very long
before Paul is converted and becomes the self-proclaimed “apostle
to the Gentiles”. And God used his education and literacy to
spread his interpretation of the Good News, as written in the
Epistles, far and wide and so down to us today.
But I don't think it mattered. I am
sure God honoured their decision to appoint Matthias, even though it
turned out not to have been necessary. After all, they are fidgety.
They are waiting for something, and don't know what it is or when it
will happen. The temptation to go home, to go back to Galilee and
fish, must have been almost overwhelming. They have done this once,
though, and were told to go back to Jerusalem to wait.
And here they are, waiting. And
waiting. I hate waiting, don't you? I am not a patient person, and
I might have been tempted to have left Jerusalem and got on with my
life. I hope I wouldn't have, but, well.....
It really isn't always easy to wait for
God, is it? I'm sure you've had the experience of praying for
something, and it not happening and not happening and not happening,
and then all of a sudden it does happen. And you can't help
wondering whether you had started to do something differently, or
what, that made it happen, when, of course, it was just that not
everything was ready for God to answer your prayer.
Waiting for God isn't a bit easy. Who was it prayed, "Give me patience, Lord, and I want it now!"? We always have to think we know better than God does – we want whatever it is now, and we don't see why God is delaying letting us have it. So then we whinge and moan at God, and some people even want to give up being God's person altogether.
Trouble is, of course, if you do that, if you try to know best, what you are saying, even if you don't realise it, is "Do it my way, God! Don't do it your way, do it my way!" And that is not a very sensible thing to say, because, quite apart from anything else, God can see round corners and we can't!
Sometimes it takes time until we can say to God, "Okay God, do it your way! Don't do it my way!" Jesus had to say that to God in the Garden of Gethsemane, do you remember? He really, really didn't want to have to go through with it, and he had to absolutely fight with himself until he got to the point where he could say "Do it your way!" to God.
Waiting for God isn't a bit easy. Who was it prayed, "Give me patience, Lord, and I want it now!"? We always have to think we know better than God does – we want whatever it is now, and we don't see why God is delaying letting us have it. So then we whinge and moan at God, and some people even want to give up being God's person altogether.
Trouble is, of course, if you do that, if you try to know best, what you are saying, even if you don't realise it, is "Do it my way, God! Don't do it your way, do it my way!" And that is not a very sensible thing to say, because, quite apart from anything else, God can see round corners and we can't!
Sometimes it takes time until we can say to God, "Okay God, do it your way! Don't do it my way!" Jesus had to say that to God in the Garden of Gethsemane, do you remember? He really, really didn't want to have to go through with it, and he had to absolutely fight with himself until he got to the point where he could say "Do it your way!" to God.
And sometimes, of course, God's answer
simply isn't the answer we would have chosen. The person for whom we
were praying doesn't get better, but dies. The job is given to
someone else. You child's going to be in the one class you hoped he
wouldn't be next year. The election result appears to be disastrous.
You know the sort of thing.
Part of it, of course, is that we can't
see consequences the way God can. We can't see the future. The
apostles had no way of knowing that Saul of Tarsus would experience a
dramatic conversion and become possibly the greatest ever evangelist.
So they appointed Matthias, who was probably fantastic in his own
right, but not the person God meant to be the Apostle to the
Gentiles.
We can't see round the bend in the
road. We don't know what's going to happen next. I'm sure some of
us were very unhappy indeed about the result of last week's general
election – I know some of my friends were, very. But again, we
can't see what's going to happen next year, or even tomorrow. And we
know, too, that God can't always stop dreadful things from happening
as it might interfere with someone else's freedom of action. If I am
walking down the street and a young man jumps out to stab me because
I am a Christian preacher and he thinks that's God's will – well, I
hope it won't happen, but I know that God won't, or probably won't,
miraculously blunt that knife, and it would probably be very
nasty....
But that is unduly pessimistic! This
Sunday the Church throughout the world celebrates waiting, waiting
for the coming of the Holy Spirit. Waiting isn't easy, but for those
who held out, for the hundred and twenty in the upper room, for us,
if we wait, we will, eventually know the power of God at work within
us. We will be given gifts with which to do God's work; we will grow
into the kind of people we were always meant to be. We will be the
sort of people who have rivers of living water flowing from them -
not that we can see it, or touch it, but that people will know that
we are in touch with the source of all healing, and come to us for
comfort. And we, we hope, will be able to point them to the right
place where they can find healing for themselves - we will be able to
point them to Jesus. Amen.